[Intro: Natalia Kills] [简介：纳塔利娅杀敌]

You should write a song where the concept is… 你应该写一首歌，其中的概念...

You’re basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice 你基本上就像写情书，或者像一个忠告

To your mother, when she was your age 去你妈的，当她在你这个年纪

   

[Bridge: Angel Haze] [桥：天使阴霾]

I don’t know 我不知道

Maybe I would write you a happy ending 也许我会写信给你一个圆满的结局

I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning 我会重新排列碎片你伤心的开始

I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you 我会把你远离腐烂的树根烦你

And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom before you 让你体验所有的方式，幸福可以在你绽放

Or maybe I’m naïve… 或者，也许我很天真...

Maybe I’m just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed 也许我只是一个孩子谁想到，如果她能种下种子

It would somehow grow inside you 这会在一定程度内你成长

   

[Verse 1: Angel Haze] [诗歌1 ：天使阴霾]

Spent so much of my time wishing you were different 花了这么多的时间我希望你是不同的

But reality is that, where life could never be provisioned 但现实是，在生活中可能永远不会被供应

But if I could wish for one thing, I’d go back and I’d fix it 但是，如果我能想的一件事，我会回去我会解决它

I’d tackle all your obstacles and kill them with precision 我会解决你所有的障碍，并杀死他们精确

And better the intentions of every single person 更好地每个人的意图

Who play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is 谁发挥你的一部分学习你的价值是什么

I’d shower you with purpose, I’d wipe hate off the surface 我洗澡你的目的，我会恨擦拭掉表面

I’d reshape all your pain and make it fucking worth it 我会重塑你所有的痛苦，并使其他妈的值得

No more feeling worthless, no more fucking searching 没有更多的感觉不值钱，没有更多他妈的搜索

No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could hurt you 没有更多的欺诈狗屎，没人能伤害你

Yeah, said nobody else could hurt you 是啊，说没人能伤害你

And if they ever tried too I’d wipe ‘em from the Earth too 如果他们曾经试图过我擦时间从地球太

Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too 因为我知道你伤害了宝贝，我知道你也累了

I know that you been running from everything that’s behind you 我知道，你一直在运行的一切，是在你身后

I know that you’ve been burying everything deep inside you 我知道，你一直都埋藏在内心深处，你

I can see it killing you, wish that I could revive you 我可以看到它杀了你，希望我能复活你

But I’m stuck sitting in this time frame 但是我被困坐在这个时间框架

Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind game 受困于心魔，发挥这些愚蠢的智力游戏

One day it could get better, maybe it could get better 有一天，它会好起来的，也许它会得到更好的

Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement weather 也许我们可以改变狗屎，没有更多的恶劣天气

Know you hated your mom, know it went through your mind 知道你恨你的妈妈，知道它通过你的心去

You were just like me, wish that you had more time 你就像我一样，希望你有更多的时间

To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel 看到生命从不同的角度，角力与不同的天使

Wouldn’t lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger 也不会失去你的翅膀，从天上掉下来像一个悬念

   

[Verse 2: Angel Haze] [诗2：天使阴霾]

Everything is different now, nothing is the same 现在一切都不同的是，没有什么是相同的

And nowadays I swear it feels like you don’t know my name 而如今我发誓，那感觉就像你不知道我的名字

But I look at the mirror and I see you every day 不过，我看镜子，我看到你的每一天

I’m you in every way, every hue and every shade 我是你以各种方式，各种肤色和各种深浅

And maybe you should know, it’s the last thing that I wanted 也许你应该知道，这是我想的最后一件事

Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I’m haunted 什么样的Cuz我讨厌你让我觉得我困扰

And I don’t wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and- 我不想花我的时间休息上运行，而─

So I’m just gonna confront it, yeah I’m just gonna confront it 所以，我只是要去面对它，是的，我只是要去面对它

And tell you that I love you for everything you made me 告诉你，我爱你的一切，你让我

And that you need to hear this even if it makes you angry 而且，你需要听到这个就算惹你生气了

God lives inside you, you’ve already found him 神就住在你里面，你已经找到了他

The Devil lives in memories and you just let him hound you 魔鬼生活在回忆中，你只要让他猎犬你

And I despise the church for everything that they taught you 我鄙视教会的一切，他们教你

It’s just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you 只是，我希望我能擦去你他妈的污点

That I wish I could wipe off you 我希望我能擦去你

And I forgive you for doing everything that it cost you 我原谅你做的一切，它花费你

Everything that it cost you 一切，它的成本你

Fame is such a heavy price I wish it didn’t cost you 成名是如此沉重的代价我希望它不花你

Losing a part of me that would follow you to Hell 失去了我的一部分，将跟随你到地狱

Follow you to hatred, or follow you to jail 按照你的仇恨，还是跟着你进监狱

Followed you to patterns that I could never get out of 其次，你要的模式，我永远无法出

Now I realize that I could never make it with that love 现在，我知道我永远无法使其与爱情

Now I realize that shit is the alternative outcome 现在我认识的那些事是另类结局

Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count some 从来没有想过，你救了我，我只是希望我数了一些

I just wish that you grew up with someone you could count on 我只是希望你长大的人，你可以指望

I just wish you knew that you could never make it without love 我只是希望你知道，你永远无法让不爱

For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in anybody else 为了您的该死的自我，那你永远不会发现它在其他人

Cuz I would help you find you 因为我会帮你找到你

And if I saw it killing you I swear I would revive you 如果我看到它杀了你，我发誓我会复活你

And if that meant the end of me 如果这意味着我的结束

I’d do it all for you so you could have your happy end and peace 我做这一切给你，让你可以有你的快乐的结局与和平

   

[Bridge 2: Natalia Kills] [桥2 ：纳塔利娅杀敌]

Because, you are such a special thing 因为，你是如此特别的事

You’re not just my mom, but you’re the reason I exist 你不只是我的妈妈，但你我存在的理由

And the best life that you could’ve had for yourself without making a mistake 而最好的生活，你可能已经没有犯错误了自己

Would have meant I woulda had a nicer childhood 将意味着我的woulda有一个更好的童年

And even though my childhood wasn’t perfect and I still love you 而且即使我的童年并不完美，我依然爱你

I just want you to know that if I could go back do one thing for you 我只是想让你知道，如果我能回去做一件事你

I would be one person for you 我会为你一人

I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could’ve had a nicer life 我会确保，不仅仅是为了我的缘故，但这样你可能已经有一个更好的生活

And a nicer childhood, that you know 和一个更好的童年，你知道

You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation 你就不会提出，把我们所有在这个恶劣的情况下犯的错误

And not have the stress to leave 和不具有应力离开

But just so that you would have been happier and stronger 但是，仅仅这样你会一直幸福，更强

Even if I didn’t exist, even it meant that I was never born 即使我不存在，即使这意味着我从未诞生

That’s what I would have wanted for you 这就是我一直想对你

   

[Verse 3: Angel Haze] [第3节：天使阴霾]

Yeah, and if that meant the end of me 是啊，如果这意味着我的结束

I’d do it all for you so you could have your happy ending 我做这一切给你，让你可以有你的快乐的结局

Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too 因为我知道你伤害了宝贝，我知道你也累了

I know you’ve been running from everything that’s behind you 我知道你一直在运行的一切，是在你身后

I know that you’ve been burying everything deep inside you 我知道，你一直都埋藏在内心深处，你

I can see it killing you, wish that I could revive you 我可以看到它杀了你，希望我能复活你

And if that meant the end of me 如果这意味着我的结束

I’d do it all for you so you could have your happy ending 我做这一切给你，让你可以有你的快乐的结局

And if that meant the end of me 如果这意味着我的结束

I’d do it all for you so you could have your happy ending 我做这一切给你，让你可以有你的快乐的结局

And if that meant the end of me 如果这意味着我的结束

I’d do it all for you so you could have your happy ending 我做这一切给你，让你可以有你的快乐的结局

   

[Outro: Angel Haze] [尾奏：天使阴霾]

I don’t know 我不知道

Maybe I would write you a happy ending 也许我会写信给你一个圆满的结局

I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning 我会重新排列碎片你伤心的开始

I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you 我会把你远离腐烂的树根烦你

And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom before you 让你体验所有的方式，幸福可以在你绽放

Or maybe I’m naïve… 或者，也许我很天真...

Maybe I’m just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed 也许我只是一个孩子谁想到，如果她能种下种子

It would somehow grow inside you 这会在一定程度内你成长

And that I could hide you from the rain 而且，我可以从雨把你藏起来

So that it could be easier for happiness to find you 因此，它可能是更容易的幸福找到你

Or maybe I’m still a kid who’s caught in a dream 或者，也许我还是谁的陷入了梦想的孩子

I’m the heir to the throne of a princess who’s still trying to be queen 我的继承人，公主的宝座谁仍然想成为王后

Or maybe we’re all just caught in the winds of a massacre 或者，也许我们都只是陷入了大屠杀的风

The blackened leaves of dying, black dahlias 垂死的叶子变黑，黑色大丽花