i lay out the first time 我躺在了第一次

though i've moved far past this night 虽然我已经搬到远过去的这个夜晚

no one could know how far id go over time 没有人能知道ID走多远随着时间的推移

   

open the sad knife 打开悲伤的刀

cut up these arms and thighs 砍了这些武器和大腿

might as well be higher than trees im alive 还不如高于树木即时活着

   

oh i must have been dreaming 哦，我一定是在做梦

oh look what i've done 哦，看我做了什么

oh no one can see this 哦，没有人能看到这个

oh i am coming undone 哦，我来撤消

   

He stares at my shaking wine 他盯着我颤抖的酒

with his unaffected eyes 他的眼睛不受影响

and nothing to say hes breaking away and i 并且没什么可说的HES打破我

   

uncover my healing thighs 发现我的大腿愈合

to open the door inside 向内侧打开门

i know that he'll leave when he's done with me tonight 我知道他今晚会离开时，他和我一起做

   

oh i must have been dreaming 哦，我一定是在做梦

oh look what i've done 哦，看我做了什么

oh no one can see this 哦，没有人能看到这个

oh are we still having fun 哦，是我们仍然有乐趣