I won't forget the day that, that I came to 我不会忘记，我来到了天

And I started thinking that there's more 我开始思考，有更多

Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons 不仅仅是完美的舞会皇后和银匙

And all I ever wanted was someone to 而我曾经想要的是有人

knock me back to the bliss of ignorance 敲我回到了无知的幸福

'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic. 因为我觉得像第一次运行的头到交通。

   

And so I'm here to say 所以我在这里说的

That thoughts in bed with pain. 这想法在床上痛苦。

   

I won't forget the day that, that I found God 我不会忘记，我发现神的日子

In a kitchen knife now and on my arm 在现在菜刀在我的手臂

So paint the pale white floor with, with my red life 所以油漆淡白色地板，用我的生命红

And tell myself this pain is the pain I love 并告诉自己这痛苦是我所爱的痛苦

As I swallow the pills of happiness 当我吞下了幸福的药丸

And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake 而且你看我像秋天纽约地震

   

And so I'm here to say 所以我在这里说的

That thoughts in bed with pain. 这想法在床上痛苦。

   

I stand outside my pretty house 我站在外面我漂亮的房子

I light a match to start the fire 我点燃一根火柴，开始火

I call the cops to let 'em know 我叫警察，让他们知道

It's 22 Walthery Ave. 这是22 Walthery大道。

   

I thought I wanted this. 我以为我想要这个。

I thought I wanted this. 我以为我想要这个。

   

(I'm here to say) （我在这里说的）

I said I wanted some more attention 我说我想多一些关注

I thought I wanted a story ending. 我以为我想要的是故事的结局。

   

(I love the pain, I hate the pain) （我爱的痛苦，我恨痛）

I just give in. 我只是放弃。

(I love the pain, I hate the pain) （我爱的痛苦，我恨痛）

   

I think that the truth is I'm scared 我认为事实是，我很害怕

I think that I'm just scared to live 我想，我只是害怕生活

I think that the truth is I'm scared 我认为事实是，我很害怕

I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate. 我认为事实是我，我恨一切。