I'm not scared, but this is happening 我不害怕，但这种情况正在发生

I'm not afraid, but this is real 我不害怕，但是这是真实的

It all comes at once 这一切都在一次

From every single direction 从每一个方向

This time I'm not sleeping at all 这一次我没有睡在所有

How could this be real 这怎么可能是真的

I've failed you 我辜负了你

I was lying when I said 当我说我是在说谎

I was looking north 我一直在寻找北

I was too scared to show what I am 我太害怕让你看到我是什么

Bear with me this is all I have left 忍耐一下这是我离开

This might be more than a simple conversation 这可能不是一个简单的对话

It's been dancing around in my head 它已经绕舞在我的脑海

For quite some time 很长一段时间

Just the thought 只要想到

Of cleaning up myself 清理自己的

I stare at the wall 我盯着墙上

Watching my time float away 看我的时间漂走

It's all been a blur 这一切都被模糊

And nothing will change 什么都不会改变

I was lying 我躺在

This is defeat 这是失败