why am i this way? 为什么我会这样？

tell me why? 告诉我为什么？

why am i this way? 为什么我会这样？

why? 为什么呢？

open wounds in the palms of my hands, 开放性伤口在我的手掌，

festering through infections time. 通过化脓感染的时间。

I feel so faint as my life spills over you. 我觉得很昏我的生命溢出你。

back step over glass as I repent. 回踩了玻璃作为我忏悔。

I fear I cannot prevent myself 我怕我无法阻止我自己

from spilling your life all over me. 蔓延你的生活对我的一切。

go! I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 去！我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

Mother, say you'll pray for me. 妈，说你会为我祈祷。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

I'm premature in my decay. 我在我的衰变为时过早。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

Mother, say you'll pray for me. 妈，说你会为我祈祷。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

Shards of glass swimming in my eyes. 在我的眼前的玻璃碎片游泳。

A small voice in the back of my mind 在我的脑海里，小小声

that's whispering words I never want to hear. 这是耳语的话我再也不想听到的。

I pray that you won't hesitate, 我祈祷你会毫不犹豫，

as you watch me degenerate, to reach 你看我堕落，达到

in my wounds and extract all of my fear. 在我的伤口，并提取了我所有的恐惧。

yeah! I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 是啊！我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

Mother, say you'll pray for me. 妈，说你会为我祈祷。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

I'm premature in my decay. 我在我的衰变为时过早。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

Mother, say you'll pray for me. 妈，说你会为我祈祷。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

My suffocation, asphyxiation. 我窒息，窒息。

I've been choking on my own blood. 我一直在呛我自己的血。

My suffocation, asphyxiation. 我窒息，窒息。

I've been choking on my own blood. 我一直在呛我自己的血。

I'm so sick, so sick of myself. 我很恶心，真讨厌我自己。

Mother, say you'll pray for me. 妈，说你会为我祈祷。