Let me give you some insight into my insides 让我给你一些洞察到我的内心

I haven't been this confused in such a long time 我没有这种困惑在这么长的时间

you can't believe I've spent just losing my mind 你可以不相信我已经花了刚刚失去了我的心

I can't believe that 10 years have really gone by 我不能相信， 10年真的走了

it's been a long time 这是一段很长的时间

Had a plan for every year I've been alive 每过一年，我一直活着计划

a million more I've built up inside of me 一百万以上，我建立了我的内心

there's a million more that I have bottled up 有一万以上，我有瓶装了

and that I've fucked up 那我搞砸了

do you feel like the hard times are mountains you've climbed lying awake 你觉得在困难的时候，你已经爬到醒着躺在群山

it still feels like it's '89 it's been along time 它仍然感觉像89年它一直沿着时间

those mindless days the plans that I've made 那些盲目的日子，我所做的计划

the countless mistakes all the times I've changed 无数的错误，所有的时候，我已经改变了

through the years I faced all that's kept me sane 通过我面对这些年来所有的让我清醒

every single day 每一天