自杀
Or that the everlasting had not fixed his canon'gainst self-slaughter. O god-god.
啊,上帝呀,上帝,这一切在我看来是多么可憎,沉浮,乏味无聊之机。
self-slaughter:自杀
self-serving 自私的 | self-slaughter 自杀 | self-sow 自然生长